Over the past nine years I think I’ve sat in every single section of the Beacon possible, from backstage to the back row in the upper balcony, and gone with almost everyone I’ve know, from my parents to my, at the time, permanent + 1 (be sure to bounce around the Greenhaus Effect archives for a full review of that glorious night of misplaced neuroses). I’ve gone late, left early, lingered after hours and, even, once, spent an entire afternoon before the show podcasting (or at least geeking) with ABB guru Kirk West. I’ve seen them play with Fillmore icon Johnny Winter, jazz sensation David Sanborn and American Idol champ Taylor Hicks (and that was all just in one night) and reported on the appearances of everyone from Roy Haynes to Taj Mahal to Bruce Willis to Bernie Williams to Duane Allman (or at least Dickey Betts the year the run fell on April 1st). And, through all that, I’ve only held one rule as absolute gospel: only digest one ABB show per season. With the exception of 2005’s Big House Benefit, I’ve done a pretty good job at adhering to this seasonal diet, no so much because I’m full, but because early on I observed that the more time you spend at the Beacon, the more you begin to look like an Allman Brother (not that there’s anything wrong with that).
That is, of course, until this spring.
Sometime last summer I began to hear mumblings that the Beacon had been sold and that the Allman Brothers Band’s annual residency was nearing the end. I began to panic, as if baseball had been cancelled, and bought enough seats to consider myself a season ticket-holder. In all honesty, I’ve never been a fan of baseball, mostly because I feel like I’m stuck in the stands whenever my friends start talking about fantasy baseball, but I can’t deny the cyclical beauty of the game---one of the few pastimes my grandparents would truly understand. And, much like the Allman Brothers Band’s annual trip to the Beacon, there is an understated beauty in the idea that, as much as things change, certain constants remain the same and that ---global warming pending—the arrival of the Allman Brothers Band signifies the arrival of spring. Even though I’m never quite sure who or what to expect when I enter the Beacon each March (except an extended trip to the bathroom during “drums” and a second beer during Oteil’s scat), it’s comforting to know that it’s there, counting down the years like a Turkey on Thanksgiving or heartburn after Passover dinner.
In May it will have been four years---and entire college cycle---since I graduated from Skidmore and, more than anytime since I picked up my diploma I feel as if my community is in a state of flux. Friends are leaving, friends are arriving, friends are breaking up, friends are getting married, having kids, buying apartments, graduating from grad school, taping over their Phish cassettes with Arcade Fire bootlegs. It’s not only cliché to say the more things change the more they stay the same, it’s plain wrong. In fact, something it feels like everything is changing---growing, evolving---but certain constants remain the same, small reminders that the worlds been around far longer than anyone I know (except maybe my parents). I’ve been told that one’s twenties are a time of constant transition as people grow up, find failure and stumble into success (or at least real life) and each year I’ve found myself grasping tighter and together on those few remaining seasonal constants. It’s funny how on the same day I can feel both old and young, rich and poor, quiet and loud, a failure and a success, simply depending on my surrounding. But I guess that’s the beauty of living in transition, drifting between beer pong and baby showers on alternate evenings, all the while bouncing between tax brackets like peaks in my favorite “Piper.”
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Indeed, though I fear it more than a “Shine” second-set closer, change is one of the few constants in everyday life and perhaps the only thing I can truly count on with absolute certainty as I enter my ninth semester of real life. That is, of course, until next season’s pilgrimage to the Beacon.